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toodles. :)
too polluted here. =D

Monday, 20 July 2009

my wishlist.

1. DKNY watch
2. leather watch
3. Juicy couture bag
4. Juicy couture wallet/Lollipop wallet
5. LV Damier Hampstead MM
6. LV Damier neverfull MM or Seleya? :D
7. LV epi leather petit noe
8. Fendi Baguette
9. DKNY monogram bag/CK monogram
10. Guccisima :(
11. Gucci Boston
12. Burberry blue label :(

AHHH. SO EMO!
i wan all these :(
at least 1 for my birthday this year, please? :(

addition:
13. WIG :( i wan my long hair back!

Tuesday, 24 March 2009

mixed feelings.

i am unable to describe my feelings. >_<
i am happy, yet emo.
i went back to sandakan for grandma's funeral. it is very happy to see everyone came back, including my auntie from Taiwan/USA, another auntie from Shanghai/Sydney/England (its good where u get to travel always >.<), and uncle from Alberta, Canada.

we were, of course, happy when we're spending time preparing or eating or chatting. but, all of us, for sure gets emo whenever its prayer time, and during the funeral, when we get to see grannie in the coffin. the feeling is like, a spear into your heart, really.

and i regretted for not behaving well when grannie is here. =(

added with those sad hymns including Amazing grace. u'll then hear us crying with hiccup-ings while trying hard to sing the song for granny.

i can still remember the homily during the funeral. Fr. Thomas mentioned: when God has prepared a room for you, he will take you with him for everlasting life.
its the end of weakness, and the beginning of strength
its the end of needy, and the beginning of the riches
its the end of stress, pain, and the beginning of tranquility

these words kept on ringing on my mind, reminding myself that granny had gone to somewhere nice, staying with the angels, where the people used to call it a paradise.

Daddy, i hope ure fine. Grannie will rest in peace and go to heaven, which is promised by the God to us.

out of a sudden, i just feel like going back and keep them companied.

Monday, 16 March 2009

Currently
Take Me Home Country Roads
see related
Take Me Home, Country Roads.

Almost heaven, west virginia
Blue ridge mountains
Shenandoah river -
Life is old there
Older than the trees
Younger than the mountains
Growin like a breeze

Country roads, take me home
To the place I belong
West virginia, mountain momma
Take me home, country roads

All my memories gathered round her
Miners lady, stranger to blue water
Dark and dusty, painted on the sky
Misty taste of moonshine
Teardrops in my eye

Country roads, take me home
To the place I belong
West virginia, mountain momma
Take me home, country roads

I hear her voice
In the mornin hour she calls me
The radio reminds me of my home far away
And drivin down the road I get a feelin
That I should have been home yesterday, yesterday

Country roads, take me home
To the place I belong
West virginia, mountain momma
Take me home, country roads

by John Denver

i used to like this song so so much, but people used to tell me this song is played during funerals, where they are calling all the souls to go back to the Father's house, where they belong, and to live forever.

Dear Grandma,
i understand that i never treat you right when you are still around, and i really blame myself for being that mean, for that i had never appreciated your existence. Now that you are gone, i feel very very bad deep inside.
Grandma, do rest in peace and God will always be with you. We know u'll be looking upon us from above just like the angels from heaven.

=(

I was in Kajang Hospital, interviewing patients (in-patients) today. i realized there's alot of problema they are facing, as they grew older. And right when i scanned through their ages, it makes me think of my daddy and mommy. Right there, i know i should treat them as nicely as i can, as a daughter. I don't want to regret, just like my Grandma's.

Bye Grandma, and peace be with you always.

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Tuesday, 10 March 2009

Bukit Tinggi :D

as promised, here are some Bukit Tinggi snapshots. hehehee.
oh btw, do you know? my computer broke down again, thankyou. -.-" just like previously.
>.<
i would like to express my deepest gratitude to Ooi Keh Ni for his eagerness in picking me up from Cyber, and take it to my bro's friend aka ChiWui to fix this piece of shit. oops, i didnt call my laptop a piece of shit. hehe.
thanks dear, you are super good to me!

luckily my lappie survive!

the fish (kenny) says, please don't throw stones at him. xD